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“if we know our own hearts, we know more evil by ourselves than we do by any one else in the world” - Matthew Henry

Every time I read or hear this quote, I am disgusted with myself. My guess is, if you are honest about the happenings from within yourself, you are pretty disgusted also. If people knew the thoughts I think, they would run and hide. Wickedness is an incurable cancer, however we are able to be set free from the symptoms and pains of this disease. In order to be set free, you must first come to grips with your wickedness and desire freedom… Next is the part that so many of us have a hard time with, trust, we don’t want to trust that God really loves us because then we are accountable to that thought. The first step is easy, admitting that we are wicked… The second step is worth the risk, I know this from personal experience and can honestly say that life has not gotten any easier but damn, is it more fulfilling than any second that I breathed before I put my trust in the hands of Jesus.

Well, normal scene kids get bullied by mean kids

While all the inbetweenkids are unaware of these fits

of rage, and hate and pain and gain

While the kids who kill themselves all die in vein

But what you don’t realize is that its all the same

When a girl sends some pictures out for fame

And the people who harass her act like its all a game

And I’m getting sick of all this hate

I’m starting to think were getting picked on by fate

Now what I’m lookin’ for is an escape

I’m getting tired of getting metaphorically raped

By the people who think they are the gods and the kings

Because of they think they know more about the things

that make me who I want to be, seriously.

They just keep going, nonstop and endlessly.

The harassments like a gun, repeating, unloading

And my hearts like a computer. Ceasing, reloading.

And I cant do anything about any of it

Cuz if I do I’ll get thrown down into a pit

Where I’ll be stoned by harassment and hate

I’m surprised I’m still alive at this rate

Alright now, well this is almost done

Now all my scene kids, we had some fun

This is one last goodbye to everyone who hates me

I’m just gonna keep being who I wanna be. <3